salam alaik

now ,i'm waiting for my exam result :3
since in september i'll continue my study,so for the time being,i took a role as a teacher in taska..

dealing with kiddos made my whole day!

i'm a person who doesn't really like children.[past time]

when i heard about childrens' crying,i was just like 'please volume down the cry! '

so bad temper to the children. poor them.
but  now, i love the pureness of the children.[present time]

i just 2 days working there [alhamdulillah]

yeah,kiddo fight with their friends,trip each other and stole their friends' toys.
and lastly,all the friends cried,very badly. VERY BADLY!

the most wonderful moment when they start to tell the teachers bout their life at home.

'cikgu-cikgu,kita main game motor kat ipad ayah'
'cikgu-cikgu nak air,teman la kita gi dapur,kita takut ada pocong'

'cikgu nak biskut'
'cikgu nak cucu(susu)'

if i'm not looking at them they yell until i look at them back.
so annoyed for the first time.:3

the innocent look when they're telling the stories melt my heart...:D

people may say that my temporary job as a nanny, and i don't really mind.

actually,i feel afraid  at first. 'how i'm gonna to deal with the kiddos?',' how if they don't like me?'
'how i'm gonna to adapt with that?'.

so far so good. 

yeah. i got headache when the fought.
but,when they laughed, giggled and sang songs, they're entertaining me.:)

my parents think that my job kind of hard. i do think so.
so,i'm gonna try for a month. :D

we'll look what gonna happen in future. i love all my kiddos.

miss teacher


goosebumps never end!

salam alaik.

i've just end watching God's Gift 14 Days. the emotions are just ------> COOL/DAEBAK/THORBAIK!
mixed the feeling.
anger+ spoil + relieved + super duper sadness + lovely

#anger because the drama ended cliffhanging! i 'm wondering whether KDC died /not at the end of the story...thats also spoil my mood.
i really dont want KDC to die. He's the hero what! why should he died?
 it supposed the bad person who should sentence to death!
i also get angry when i knew the husband of Soo hyun cheated with soo hyun's junior! that's worst.
spoiled when the girl that KDC liked before is so annoying yet beautiful. :3
 seriously i said,i don't like Baro. he sometimes played the mental-retarded character too over.
but,he's talented until he makes me feel annoyed. hahaha. (Baro's fans don't loose your temper)

. when i know Han Saet Byul (HSB) didn't die. and soo hyun get her daughter back. 
.when KDC 's brother is released from prison and alive.
.when the terror of losing a child had ended.every episode makes my heart stopped yaw..

#super duper sadness
. when HSB first abducted during the live broadcasting where soo hyun work.
she cries intensely and yaw,as a girl, i cried too!! :'( (lee bo young succeed for soo hyun's role)
. when she had been beaten up by the kidnapper ( i mean she doesnt know the beater is the kidnapper/not),and she pleaded to the kidnapper to save her Daughter. Gosh, she shows the motherly love soooo deep towards her daughter.
. everytime KDC cries i was just like 'oppa don't cry please'..>.< (typical kDrama fan girl la)
.when HSB let herself go to the bad person in order to save KDC from being buried! BURIED! ALIVE!.
so human less! 

. it is vivid that KDC has  a feeling towards soo hyun. there is scene where he repeatedly saying that he doesn't have girlfriend eventhough soo hyun doesn't ask.
. however, HSB also had a crush towards KDC. until she asked KDC to wait another 10 years to marry her.then she kiss ahjussi's cheek. XD

.KDC repeatedly secretly stare at soo hyun and always helped to secure soo hyun.(auww)

#joke mood: on
.KDC is humor rich person. the way he talk and everything is just funny.

those are the reasons why i stick to the drama,even it has ended. i repeatedly watching the drama.:)

#hope can see more drama from Jo Seung Woo and Lee Bo Young in future..:D


God's Gift,Anthem & Mockingjay.



had been 2 weeks at home. still in leisure period. #got.no.work.to.do#

just like other kid,yea,I try to search for a proper part time job.however, no vacancy around.
still need to search more. 
and during the time,i'm filling my time by K-dramas!!(like usual) ,and got tons of novels await.


Now,i think God's gift 14 days is the best. since lots of  stars that i love!
it's not  a -cheesy-type-love-story. and i have bored of love stories.
it's kinda thriller and DAEBAK!!!

A time-slip drama about a mother who goes back fourteen days in time to save her daughter from being kidnapped and murdered. from my opinion,SooHyun is a perfectionist mother. she wants her daughter to as smart as she can be. she seems to pressure her daughter Saet Byul to study. and one day, saet byul is kidnapped .she got a chance to get back to 2 weeks before Saet byul is kidnapped. she struggle to find the kidnapper who is also a serial killer.. she learned during the period about a truly love towards he daughter. and also she learned how to become a good mother. (Y) the best!


a malay novel which is islamic type. a Hlovate's novel that tells about a life of a boyish- westernized Dania Dashrin.;)

just few pages i've read and i love the way Hlovate describe Dania, the way Lee Hitler( her rival senior) try to turn her to eastern way.. 

the inspiring quotes.:D made my day...:)


May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor.  reading books is more details than movie. the feeling and the imaginations is ours. Not according to the movie director when we read the books.

excited to know the ending of series of science fiction ; HUNGER GAMES..:D

hunger games is a series that opens our mind regarding how cruel a leader can be and how they conceal the cruelness by making propaganda. How the people rebel and what the consequences of the rebellion towards the people themselves. that is what hunger games is. it's very opposite with Harry Potter and Twilight series.:D




that's the only word that i can say right now..;)

finally ended my course at beloved Uitm P.Alam.
i had a blast time here with all the lecturers.

sweet and harsh moments really made my day here.

 yeay,i know that when we are going through hard days,
we're feeling like giving up.
but wait!!!

remember what is your intention for the first place.

and just remember the ayat

'لايكلف الله نفساً إلا وسعها'

I'd learned few things from my friends which i think very valuable.

thanks to friends for giving me lessons.
thanks to lecturers for the motivations.
also  the one who made me cry.[uhuk]

thanks for being one of the characters that cherish my happiest chapter of my life's story book..

thanks to crush that crush the heart.

thanks to food for making me more chubby,

thanks to  stress for increasing my appetite..
[noted : appetite is directly proportional to stress]

thanks to scholarship,making my account with money..:p

thanks to roommate,for the jokes.. stay with me,hear my stories. 

thanks to Sem II, for making me crying over and over.

thanks to motivational quotes,making my spirit high up.

thanks to my parent for the supplications,motivations,



we really enjoy the triumph of the end of final...:D
those motivational quotes,beneficial..:)

memo before sitting in exam..i always forgot things...

*meja study before balik rumah.memang bersih sgt*
kalau before memang messy.

#giant baloooons..#like.a.kid#.

good bye PALAM. hope to see you again.:>



Alhamdulillah.today [06.02] ,i'm turning to a more matured youngster [inshaAllah]

having great friends around, great supportive family and faith to Allah,makes me alive today.:)
alhamdulillah He is still giving me chances to continue my life. to repent for all my sins,rectify my faults to others, to makes more pahala in future & to be more viable.

great friends in asasi. great friends from high school. 
first thing first that i did today was calling my mom and dad.
ya,i know they hardly to remember all their children's  birthday. and hearing motivation phrase and supplications from them makes your heart in serenity and calm. the best birthday wishing from beloved brother & friends [ friendship 'till jannah].. 

i realize i'm growing OLD!! however,older means that your way of thinking also must be more matured.

[i think i need to think 'about what i'm gonna to do with my life beside chasing my dreams and my dream guy; architect yet an ustaz..^^ ]

thank you all my friends. singing Happy Birthday song in lecture hall and also in front of Chemistry Lab. you guys rock!!!

thank Allah for putting me here. He knows what i don't even know. 

*hugging and kiss for my forever beloved parents.
*big hugs for Aimi & Nad.. first two person who wish me birthday. 12.01 am i guess..:D
*big love for FiQdeEn. for the doas .hope be the person that you wish me to be.:D
*to all palamians chingus, you 're so everything. the brightest, coolest ,funniest homo sapiens i ever met [am i too exaggerate?] hahaha.

#friends .sisters.#

gift from Bihah (NaBH4] .^_^

kamsahamnida Bihah.:) for the bracelet.it's so cute.^^

thanks for cheering my gloomy days at Asasi.;)

super poyos friends. thanks for completing my life.:)

#friendship and sisterhood 'till Jannah.:D





i've been watching this melodrama and family movie..
really heartwarming and yeah.....my tears streaming down, in every scene in this movie...

and funny of course....

seriously i'm suggesting this movie.. 

this story is all about a mental-retarded- father's love towards his wise daughter.
it is also about the discrimination towards the mental-ill  person. The father[Yonggu] is sent to prison because has been accused abducting and killing a child who is the chief police's daughter because he is at the moment when the child is found landing on ground with no moving.
yeah..with the power, the chief make him admitted the crime that he did not do it by hitting him and blackmailing him that the chief will do the same to Yesung before the court hearing. due to his love towards his daughter to his daughter,he admitted it.

through his day in the cell,he met his inmates who are funny and determine to clean his charge.
he is sentenced to death and Yesung did not know bout it and hoping for her father to be released from the prison.

for the most heartbreaking scene is before the execution. you must see it yourself.and you will realized that you really need boxes of tissue..

the movie is neatly arranged between  the present time[when Yesung has grown up] and the flashback [when she is little]

in the cell number 7,miracle happened. How friendship is built and strengthen,Father's love is beyond the  prison's hard wall.

how people with power use his power wrongly. thick love of the daughter towards her mental disable father.
 i'm start admire Park Shin hye's acting. she put herself fully into the character.

the talented actor,nice plotting movie and best story line makes the movie DAEBAK!!